Sunday, August 23, 2009

Ramadhan Al Mubarak
















This Ramadhan is never be the same as before... i dunno why? so many things weighing in my mind... around this time last year.. actually after Hari Raya... i'm moving to new house (this house).. so nearly one year... i moving in.... not much things happen in this house...

This Ramadhan n Hari Raya will be without Tok.. no more meat curry n ketupat pulut.. wut bothered me most now is my Wan.. who's will looking after him now... he looked pale n lost a few pound i guess,,,, last month he came here with my bro... he looked so thin! that's bothered me a lot... i dunno wut happen to him n wut he's thinking in his mind... maybe he missed tok badly... no one looking after his meal n shirt anymore.. hermmmm ... no words to describe the feelin' now!

1st Ramadhan started on Saturday.. after Sahur n Suboh,,, tidur balik until 8.30a.m, my son (Adam) keep calling " Papa Bangun! Papa Bangun" hehhehe... when i ignored him... he playing with his lil bro! (Adik Rayyan)... hermm....

One week earlier.. planted pokok pelam (maha cikunan) in front of my house... giving some fertilizer to it n chilis behind my house... already harvested it last week... now it's time to pay back...heheehe

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

ThE LiFe hAs ChAnGed..

Dom Binti Ahmad, My Lovely Person (Tok)

Nik Aqil Shah Rayyan (new member of my family)


The year of 2009 started with the gud n bad news for me... so many things happen in this Januari... which is i cant never forget! started from this date...

14th Jan 09: That nite, my wife cant slept.. she's on so much paint.. later that morning, bring her to Pusrawi Kota Damansara, actually just for check up.. but she had to admit to delivery room.. open 5cm already... registered on 8.00 am and at 10.15 .. my family have another one member: Nik Aqil Shah Rayyan.. he's in gud cond and healthy, 3.25kg.. much more weight frm his older bro.. so i cant go Seminar at Hilton PJ... where i should be there..huhuhu. I call n texting msg to all my family to share this happiness... and not forget my lovely tok n wan, parent and siblings.

15th Jan 09: I had to register for BTN camp in Sepang, i left my one day born sons to be there.. everythings in gud, my wife n gud dun hv any problem so she can g0ing home by today.. at 2.30 went to Sepang..

16th Jan 09: i got msg frm mom tellin me that tok had problem with her right hand.. goes to clinic twice in 2 days.. so i call tok n have a chit chat with her,,, she sound not in gud situation but she said nothing to worry about....

17th Jan 09: Tok admitted to Hospital Yan, suspect for heart n kidney problem.. but today she doesnt want anybody told me coz she's fine according to wut my aunt n mom said.. i dunno this matters..

18th Jan 09: I got a phone call n sms frm uncle n mom tellin me that Tok in really bad condition and she's in coma.. today, i still in 3rd day BTN camp... i just cant think n dunno wut to do,,,ask permission to go back n they tellin me i should attend this camp again if i cant complete all the modul n exam... luckily the person in charge let me go.. thank to Faisal (Kf), asking my bro in law to come to sepang and invite me, shoot to sg buloh and tellin my lil' bro (bg cik n ben) to go back with me... bad things happen on the way to my home in Sg Buloh... my tyre screw (stud) broke ..damn (2 pieces).. my car cant move properly... luckily that's was really near to my house.. ask my bro to bring my father in law old saga to my house ... at 2.45pm, once again i had sms frm my sist tellin me that Tok has gone to see his Creator. dunno wut to do, i just crying and crying... i lost somebody that raised me up.. tellin me how to be a human and i lost many things... i just cant put it on word and nothing can be equal to my feelin that moment.. i'm LOST..

going back to Kedah with that old 19 yrs old saga, arrived there nearly 8.pm.. wut i found out is just a "Body"... i cant see and ask her forgiveness.. i just cried n cried again and again...

thats was my beginning of the year 2009.. now i dun have Tok anymore... cant talk to her, no body will wait for me when i go back to kg.. cant tasted her delicious cook anymore.. so many things in this life that i shared with her will go away and cant be repeat..

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A New Year Eve

2008 curtain already closed down.. welcome to 2009... also not to forget 1430H come as 1419 has gone.. a lot of memories left behind this curtain year... SWEET's the rite word to explain the whole year.. for this 2009, i will get another child.. become 2.. hehe., 2 in 3 year is something not bad rite? cant wait for my baby to come out and see the world.. hopefully he can be a really gud person.. Insya Allah..

before the ends of the year 2008, my family n i goes for holiday at PD for 3 days (28th-30th Dis).. actually this event is my office project for family day.. bring my son to pool n he had a gud time there..

and on 21st Dis 08, my sis in law gettin' married.. need to prepare something and doing many thing too.. quit tired coz my house quit far now.. to come n back need time, come early morning and left at midnite.. 3 days before really tiring..huhu, alhamdullilahh.. everythings is gud and smooth.

my whole family also arrived frm Kedah that evening (on the way to Johore).. they come to my home on Weds nite.. and slept over for one nite before goes back to Kedah... the day is so happening whe all of members in my family was there..